Native Canadian, Natasha Dongell, had a front row seat to the “mass exodus” of the millennial generations leaving the Christian church. After seeing a multitude of heartbreaking journey’s, her husband very suddenly passed away, leaving her a widow with her two babies. As God led her through her grief journey, she was able to see how her own story was closely connected to what was happening in the greater arena of “deconstruction”. God showed her how to follow him in the dark because he wanted her in the harvest field showing others how to find God in that same darkness and how to navigate following him to the light. After remarrying her now husband, Brent Dongell, and immigrating to the US, God led her heart through immense deconstruction and reconstruction. Natasha realized it was time to accept God’s calling as a spiritual mother, leading and raising the next generation who have found themselves “lost” in the dark of our ever changing world.